Author Archives: Paula Josa-Jones

the road ahead

“In art and dream may you proceed with abandon. In life may you proceed with balance and stealth.”                                                                                                                                                                                                          

Patti Smith

 

My friend Suzanne sent me this quotation.  I love this because it feels like a koan to me.  A puzzle box that time and curiosity will keep opening.  A series of nested matrushkas.  I am especially interested in the ways that abandon, balance and stealth intersect and overlay; in how I am dancing the dance of those three.

This photograph that I took yesterday morning feels a bit like how I am stepping into the new year.  Spacious possibility and all that is unknown.  A blank tablet that carries the cuneiform of the previous year(s).

My charge to myself is to move from feeling, intuition and trust.  To find something new every day.  More than once a day.

What are you charged with?

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meet the greys

Part of the current pack:  Jules & Guinevere

Dae & Liam

Bimala with a pack from the past:  Luna, Tashi, Liam (under and still here), Esme, Dae

I don’t usually write about the dogs. I am not sure why.  They feel more intimate somehow than the horses, even though they are not.

For the past twenty years, we have adopted “retired” racing greyhounds.  Retired is a euphemism for “done.”  Some are injured, like Tashi, who broke his leg, and was never treated.  Some never made it as racers, like our bright Esme, who just wouldn’t race, despite a brilliant lineage.  It was not her thing, though you wouldn’t know it to see her on the beach.  Others, like Luna, Dae, Jules and Guinnie, have long careers and do actually retire.  The retirement is a tricky thing.  It is about the luck of the draw.  Some dogs get on the rescue vans, and find their way to shelters or greyhound halfway homes where they await adoption.  Others are not so lucky.  Our particular rescuing angel is Louise Coleman, the founder of Greyhound Friends in Hopkinton, MA.

Our greyhound saga began like this.  We were on a cross-country ski weekend in New Hampshire at an inn owned by a British couple.  At tea time on the first day, the guests watched in fascination as the owners’ very tall and very elegant greyhound, Finbar, walked into the room.  He proceeded over to the table where the cookies and crackers were arranged, and reached his long thin nose forward to select a single cracker, not touching anything else, and carried it back out of the room where he presumably enjoyed it.

Pam and I were done.  We found out where Finbar had come from and made a call the next week.  Two weeks later, we brought home our first greys, Misha and Zoe.  That was twenty years ago, and in that time we have had ten greys, including Gordita and Cho, two Galgos Espanols from Andalucia, where they are used as hunting dogs by the gypsies and cruelly discarded or killed after they have lost their edge.

I love greyhounds in part because they are athletes – racers, like horses.  To see a greyhound run at full tilt is a miracle of nature.  I have never been to a racetrack.  But I have seen them open up on Lucy Vincent Beach on Martha’s Vineyard, or in our back meadow.  Racing greyhounds run in powerful muscular surges.  Galgos are more like watching skimming, airborne water – they are fence climbers, shape shifters.  Greys are beautiful, even formidable.  They are often shy and delicate, with an almost feline quality about them, and, I like to think, a bit of unicorn mixed in.  Mostly I love them because of their sweetness, and because they seem to understand and appreciate the gift of home and family that they have been given after a far less auspicious start in the kennels of the racetrack.

Capturing video of a dog that goes from 0 to 40 can be tricky.  Have a look.

the sun on my neck

I was outside yesterday with the dogs.  It was one of those odd balmy December days we have been having.  I was not wearing a scarf.  I felt the sun on my neck.  At first I thought it was a kinesthetic memory from a different season, summer, say, then realized it was actually the winter sun warming my neck in this deep, lovely way.  I think that sensation is a key to expressing my wishes for the new year.

 

May I feel the sun on my neck

the warmth of

fur under my hand

my daughters’ smiles

my lover’s arms

and my own eager heart

pushing into the layers of each day.

I want to thank all of you for reading and I wish each of you a most fresh and delicious New Year.